Days like this is when i miss you most; when the pouring rain punishes the ground with its fury and unbounded and incomprehensible love.  They have an intricate relationship that extends beyond our comprehension;  it is beautiful and sublime to observe; tantalizing perhaps.  I suddenly become sad and my soul leaves my body for a moment into the misty wet horizon in search of you.  I know you’re out there.  My life half broken and irreparable without you.  I am afraid to write for my writings will birth pain and inconsolable thoughts.  Problems that I know the  solution to.  A rainy day brings back lost treasures, moments frozen in time that seem to belong in another lifetime.  A speck of light lost forever in a black hole, but the rain that now falls has seen my happiness before and she lulls me back to happiness for a moment only.  I wonder how do you protect from her feverish and relentless calling…